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A simple 'maybe he has been busy' would have sufficed. Or 'he will probably tell me later'

But all i got in my defence was 'oh.. isit? he never tell me'

I am already a dead man before any trial. I am supposed to understand that you feel upset that someone asked you about a conversation that you have yet to hear from me. If that upsets you so much, I am sorry

i am not the man for you

It is not that I refuse to acknowledge how you feel.

It's I refuse to acknowledge that you did not even want to defend me, give me the benefit of doubt that I will come back and talk to you about it. Time and again I have raised this subject. Everytime you refuted with that I have never came to your defence either. So I live with all the constant talk about me cannot wake up, shit smelly. I put up with everything. You will say, it's true ma. Of course! I can swallow it all. Jokes on me. Better that way.

I can go down history as the boyfriend that is hard to wake up and shits smelly willingly because I love you.

There are things we do not get to run away. If ever it felt that way, it's probably time to wake up.